Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in butterfly_love1's LiveJournal:

Sunday, April 30th, 2006
11:34 am	oo err, feeling a bit hungover ergh am very hungova. need asprin...*sigh* went round my mates house and just sat there drinking peach vodka for hours - my idea of heaven. Did a couple of stupid things though, and got off with him even though he is like my best mate - which could be very confusing. I can't really remember what happened exactly, but i ended up losing my shirt somewhere in his house, so i can kinda guess what happened..HAHA! Am not allowed out now coz my mum is terrified i will hang myself or summin, so im stuck here for the whole fucking day. ergh...will probs get Alice over, shes always a good time ;)I luuuurves her! much love chessy xxxxxxxxxx Current Mood: WEEEEEEE! (Comment on this)
Friday, April 28th, 2006
11:01 pm	good-ish day blergh what a day. Woke up to my mums screaming as she pushed me out of bed and demmmanded to see my arms. She was accusing me of cutting again and literally dragged me out of my room to yell at me. ergh.... School was alright i guess, could of been worse but could of been a hell of a lot better. However had such a fucking good time a Jess's place - wow what a party that was, still ever so slightly pissed *hiccup* Am still in love with the girl i can never have *cries* chessy xxxxxxx Current Mood: am quite happy i spose (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
7:42 pm	My oh my what a shitty day it has been. Yelled at my councillor, yelled at this girl i luuuuurve, yelled at this guy i luuuuuuurve - ergh so much yelling. Also had the biggest fucking shock ever when Ollie's brother called me up crying saying Ollie was threatening to kill all his family *Sigh*. Am quite concered by this and will probabaly go visit him tomorro. I'm going back to Jess's house 2moro with Mimi, Niki, Zoe and maybe Alice, should be good coz its a pool party and i will probabaly get pissed out of my mind. much love, chessy xxxxxx Current Mood: surprisingly chipper today Current Music: Nine Inch Nails, Hand that feeds (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
5:50 pm	yay! WAAAHEY! i made a journal, am so proud of self :) ok, i know its all a bit shitty at the moment, but give me a chance - im crap at this kinda thing. ok, so i am so fucking pissed off at my mum right now, sending me to go see the hospitals councillor..like i really need to see 3 councillors..*sigh* Also have to resist the urge of hitting Jess (my best mate)today, just cause shes so fucking brilliant at everything she does and can't help but brighten things up when she walks into a room. Me, I'm just kinda dull and non-existant, ergh ya know what i mean? Am also so fucking worried abut my mate Ollie. He came out of hospital yesterday after slitting his wrists, for the second time, and I couldn't concentrate on anything today I was so upset. I love him to bits and hate the fact i can't help him *sigh*, it's all so fucked up. Can't tell anyone at school what happened cause a) its nothing to do with any of them b) they will only slag me off some more, but i jsut wanna scream and yell and cry sometimes. hmmm...well, on that happy note, I best be off much love, Chessy xxx Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Wings of a Butterfly, HIM (4 Comments |Comment on this)